Friday, April 17, 2009

Day Fifty Four


Hi Yah

Well i don't know what is going on and i am definitely not knocking it, but i have had another great day again and I hope this is a sign of things to come, and my concentration is getting a lot better.
Still getting some head spins if I get up too quick after bending down, but learning to handle that better now also. Went out to friends place tonight, which felt a little strange, but all went well. Do have to socialise a lot more, else I can feel myself turning into a hermit, i must confess also i had a treat tonight, probably shouldn't have, but I love Home Made Lemon Merang Pie,

Oh wasn't it nice, sometimes i think we need treats to make up for all the things we put up with on Tx.

Fingers crossed tomorrow will be great as well, still taking all my Sups and i think they are helping nicely........
John

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Day Fifty Three


Hey Everyone


Today was a fantastic day, just about Zero Sides, Felt so different and i was not going to waste this by staying in my cave sleeping. Got lots of things done and exercised as i was going, have to keep an eye on muscle wastage as well as my decreasing weight, I suppose it must have been a lucky dip today and I won a bonus day..

One strange thing was that this was the first time in 3 to 4 weeks that I haven't slept through the day, can this be my leveling out point, I don't know, but would be Nice.....


Well lets hope tomorrow will bring me another day like today. I am still having intermittent problems with my taste in regard to food, some how, its looks great, smells terrific, but it tastes like pulped wood...

Be Kind to each other
John

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Day Fifty Two


Hello There, Me again


Hope you are all keeping well, I went to my Psychologist appointment today to start another 8 fortnightly sessions with her, I enjoy chatting with her and today we focused on my temper which lately has got right out of hand. I don't mean to be so snappy, it just comes over me and I explode like a raging bull, only to feel so bad after it, to the loved ones i seem to take it out on.
Anyway next visit will be working on some anger management techniques and strategies. After we came home, had some lunch and more pills, Multivitamins, Pro-Biotics and other things I went and laid down and slept again for 4 hours, woke up feeling much better, also last night had Night Sweats again, haven't had them for a while, ah well, must have been due i suppose.....

Overall today was manageable and wasn't to bad as Sides go.....................

See you Soon
John

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Day Fifty One


Hi Everyone
Had a flat start to the day today and thought I just cant be bothered getting out of bed, took my morning Ribas and my Toast and Peanut Butter, finished brekkie and laid back down.. Snoozed for a while longer and awoke and thought to myself, get your arse out of this bed NOW...
Got up, showered and dressed and went into town and had my week eight Bloods done, the lady had some trouble getting a good vein, as most of mine still have severe scarring from IVD days years on. Ended up with a bruise and some soreness.
Came back home and did some very light work on house and by 1-30 PM was back in my Cave and in bed till 5-30 Pm, Just had no energy and felt like the trucks had driven over me again. Had my Health Drink, Sustogen to try combat my weight loss, also Multi-Vitamins as well. trying everything i can to put some goodness back into my body and increase my strength..

Keep Well

John

Monday, April 13, 2009

Day Fifty


Today had my 8th Injection at 11.00Am and for some reason it stung like anything, don't know whether I did it at the wrong angle or whether the Needle tip was a bit dodgy, have been wondering about faulty pens and stuff after reading threads here and there on the subject of malfunctioning Pens.
I think the tip may have had a barb on it, next one i will check more closely, apart from that the rest of the day went well and this week, I got a boost of energy, I was expecting that last week too, but it fizzled out..
Had plenty of visitors come today, but sometimes i don't feel in the mood for them, Its not there fault, its just the Meds playing with my head sometimes. Had all of my extra Pills tonight, I think... Maybe I will have to buy another weekly Pill container to put my Extra Medication in, as i am having difficulty remembering whether I have taken them or not, or if I have doubled up..
Anyway see what tomorrow brings, Keep well All
John

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Day Fourty Eight and Fourty Nine


Hello There


Has been a great weekend so far and the Sides have given me some time off for good behaviour thank goodness, i am not complaining, its very welcome and just in time for our visitors. Its great to share time with Dear Friends that one has made on my Life Journey.


Still have been sleeping a terrible lot, but i just go with it and when I awake, feel a bit more refreshed.
8Th Injection on Monday and another box down, only have 40 Needles to go, that's gotta be good


Keep well my Friends and be kind to each other.....

John

Friday, April 10, 2009

Day Fourty Seven


Hi
Low energy day today, woke up a bit exhausted after a restless night and vivid dreams had two sleeps today and probably could have gone a third. My thrush in my mouth has improved very much and i reckon by the time i finish the course it will be hopefully gone, eating now much more easier and that blistery type feeling on my tongue has gone. Have been taking my Pro-Biotic , Chromium, Lexepro ( ADs ), Thrush lozenges, Ribas,Paracetamol , and Multi Vitamins, with all this I should be like Superman, ( After Kryptonite Exposure )


Overall not too bad a Day

John